Gahh, I feel so alone and stupid, Anthony is off in Mississippi doing his usual, and Ryan is off @ UCLA orientation. Anthony and Ryan are gone for this week and next week I'm going on a trip. I don't get a long with most guys. And girls I do get along with most because my past experiences, but I right now feel reluctant to try. My brother wanted to go on a double date, but both of us our so busy. Not to mention he changes his damn mind to much. He could be more certain of things, he is like a kid, you ask the kid "How are you?" and the kid will answer "good," but deep down something troubles the child, and the only way to realize it is by reading the kids visual expressions. Kids lie like that, so they won't have to think. Teens and Adults do that, too! but you can see this behavior most oftenly by kids.

Today, is a wretched day that I truely want to end as soon as possible in fact, I think after writing this entry I will go to bed, probably after I do my pull ups and use the weights in my room for awhile. Anyway, I basically worked an 8 hour day, it was my first this summer, it was 11:00-11:30 Little Splashers 11:00-1:00 Lifeguard Meeting
1:30-4:00 Lifeguard At Prospect and 5:00-7:00 Lifeguard at Quito. I don't know, I am still considered a swim instructor I truely do not know what to teach the kids, so I work with these kids for 30 minutes, there were three kids one of the kids name was Haley or something she was a cute, quite, asian, what a horrible name to name an asian... totally doesn't fit. Hah, and I forgot the other two kids names, oops.

After teaching classes went to Prospect Pool for the meeting which was quite boring, all we did was practice backboarding a spinal injured person, I did horrible on it. I didn't find it a waste of time, a good refresher course, heh. After that took a 30 minute break then went off to lifeguard within the first 30 minutes of guarding, we had a drill, two incidents occur about the same time, first was a counselor getting pushed into the deep pool which was where I was stations at, I acted immediatedly. It is funny the Head Lifeguard liked the fact that I said "No PUSHING!!!" I somewhat did a good job but the only flaw in my work was that I did not have my Damn Wristle, which I usually do have on, it was in the Lifeguard room on top of my towel, what a perfect time to forget my wristle. Anyways the incident was a spinal, I think the victim did a horrible job pretending, w'e the guards working on that post did horrible, :shrug: and then a second drill occurs another spinal, which turned out better than the first luckily I had just about nothing to do with it, I was on break. yea that was the last time I am guarding at the Prospect this Summer Yip-Pee, yea went back to branch and the 6 of us got scolded by the manager for our works. I am dissappointed my review in december probably went down because of it. :stupid wristle:

okay so on to my next lifeguarding shift, at Quito, which was dread fully long 2 hours first hour was lap swim, and the 2nd hour was THE HORRIRFYING AQUA FITNESS :shiver: :shiver: both feels like eternity when you guard those times. all i'm watching during lap swim is people swimming back and forth, back and forth, and there is somethings that is strongly unappropriate to talk about, some times i get a smile or two, and for aqua fitness, it's just nasty, women and their wings, soo nasty, and them jumping up and down in the water the first time i saw it i couldn't help but smile and laugh at them, which is completely un-professional of me... and yea after all that, I have to walk home... oh yea and I had so little to eat at 10:30 i had two bowls of cereal and then @ 1 I had 1/2 a togo's and I didn't eat till I got home which was probably 7:30, what a pain ful day... I bet no one read this whole thing...